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Ive noticed i am alot happier, more free, and more at peace when im NOT involving myself in buddhism
Or any other spiritual or self help practice...
Its kinda hard to explain, but because i like buddhism and what it teaches , ive always studied it and read alot of books and even at times called myself a practising buddhist .. ive also always been into self help books so ive always bought them and read them etc...
However; it got to the point where I started believing i actually needed buddhism to better my life.. And it was like i was studying it to improve my life, but one day it hit me that i dont need to improve anything.
I decided to just STOP ...
I stopped studying, i stopped reading, i stopped meditating, i stopped my rituals, i stopped buying books, i stopped thinking...
And instead i just lived my life.. Spontaneously... Day by day..
And i found i was completely free and happy..
I didnt need any books, or any guidance etc...
I cant see myself getting back into buddhism any time soon..
I guess another way to explain it is that it somehow became more exhausting being into buddhism than when im not into it... lol
Does anyone relate to me here and understand what im saying or is it just me???