It looks like you're new here. If you want to get involved, click one of these buttons!
I'm in a bad way at the moment. I just feel like what's the point of anything. A convo on here has got me wondering about Buddhism. Buddhism is really all I have keeping me sane. For years I have felt we are all just animals, barbaric violent animals at true nature and my only purpose as a man is to be Mr Big alpha man who has my pick of women and If I am anything less I am inferior and life is meaningless for me. I have repressed this way of thinking but It is rooted in my core, It's my biggest fear. Buddhism is the only thing keeping me sane and giving me purpose. I feel like I don't have to be genetically perfect there is someaning to life. If its all baloney then what is the point of having morals and being a decent person. Why shouldn't I just be in it for myself, I feel like being kind is weakness cause I see jerks getting women. I really am trying to escape this way of thinking but its hard.