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Sometimes when I meditate it just feels so pointless and also really boring. I watch the breath, I think, I come back to breath, I think, etc etc etc. I rarely feel anything but boredom and anticipation for the bell. I do not find the breath interesting or insightful in any way. It feels like the bell will never ring sometimes. Time just goes on and on. I feel huge relief once it rings. I feel I am going to grow so bored of it that I may give up one day. I read so many books etc about insight into anicca and anatta etc but I really dont feel like it has changed my perspective much at all considering the amount of time I spend doing it. I sit for average 1 hour twice daily for over 5-6 years now.