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Hi, I hesitate to post this, as I feel many cannot relate. I am in an awkward position, I am a church member for want of a better description, but have many....reservations. Anyhow, for the past 6 months or longer I have changed I would honestly describe myself as a practising YOGI interested in buddhism, interested in Spirituality and realising that spirituality is not blinkered or just christian. Of course. lol.(ironic lol).
I have witnessed many things that cannot be explained by a vicar. humm.
So, the situation is I have friends in the christian church, and I am part of that church, I have duties that means i have to go to church a few times a month, trying to leave but wanting to stay friends with the churchgoers....I don't have a wide circle of friends so I feel I need to stay in church to keep these friends but they don't know I feel like a total hypocrite and how can I develop myself when I feel tied to the church but know that they would not understand my new perspective. sorry for long ramble. maybe someone can help. .....or offer some comments.