Hey. I'm going to link you this series by adyashanti. It talks about what youre going through and other stuff about awakening. It really has helped me out for the last year or so.
http://conceptualmind.com/Files/Adyashanti-The_End_Of_Your_World.zip
If you have any specific questions feel free to ask. I've been in contact with many awake beings. It's a different approach to life. Hope things are well.
Hey. I'm going to link you this series by adyashanti. It talks about what youre going through and other stuff about awakening. It really has helped me out for the last year or so.
http://conceptualmind.com/Files/Adyashanti-The_End_Of_Your_World.zip
If you have any specific questions feel free to ask. I've been in contact with many awake beings. It's a different approach to life. Hope things are well.