I don't mean this to sound dismissive, but it sounds like you have a case of being a teenager. You're still growing and learning and becoming who you will be. These are natural and normal thoughts.
I think if you deliberately set out to be celibate, you will encounter a great deal of suffering because you are going to constantly be fighting your natural urges and you will be beating yourself up over it.
I think that if celibacy is a natural side-effect of your path, then that is also something to not get worked up over.