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My unusual meditation experience
Last night i meditated and i was in a really deep meditation my mind was really still i focused on my breath and eventually i could barely feel myself breathing i felt as though i was holding my breath, i knew that was normal, and as i continued to meditate everything was spinning really really fast, it was like i was caught in a tornado and then all of a sudden while everything was still spinning i felt this excitement rising, it wasn't happiness it was excitement and my eyelids wanted to pry to open by themselves i struggled to keep them closed and this excitement made me want to burst out laughing for some reason, i tried not to cling to it but i couldn't help it
eventually everything stopped spinning and my excitement disappeared and my mind was still and then i gave up and then i opened my eyes after an almost hour of meditation and that was that. I felt a little disappointed not being able to attain anything in my experience. Did anyone one on here ever have the same experience i did?