This is one of the first stories I wrote that was accepted for publication, way back in 2004 in a literary magazine called Flytrap. I reprint it here as a gift to the newbuddhist Sangha. It is only 1700 words, so I've posted it in two parts. Hope you enjoy this little fable from my imagination.
Master Kwang and the Hungry Ghost
by G Costlow
Chapter 1
In which Master Kwang faces a problem
Chou held the lantern up, searching his Master's face for any indication of the torment that must be occurring within the old man. The serenity remained unbroken. Master Kwang sat in lotus position upon a small mat, so motionless that he could be mistaken for a statue placed beside the path that led up the gentle hill to the gates.
The young monk heard a noise somewhere in the dark and looked around nervously, but the crescent moon didn't provide enough illumination to see the temple, let alone the carefully maintained landscape around them. He began to imagine all sorts of danger just beyond reach and calmed himself by remembering one of Master Kwang's poems.
I laughed as the crouching bandit in the night became a rock in the morning light.The Master was a famous poet. He often sought inspiration for his poetry by wandering the surrounding countryside, but had acted strangely upon returning from his latest pilgrimage, heading straight for the library and searching through the ancient scrolls that predated even the building of the temple. When he finally emerged, it was to make the heartbreaking announcement of meeting a Hungry Ghost in an abandoned inn along the way.
He had also announced his intention to engage in solitary meditation outside the wall, resisting all efforts to convince him this was unwise. Now it was approaching morning of the third day, though there were still hours of dark left. The monks within the Buddhist temple always rose before dawn to start their work and meditation. Chou knew the younger students would already be splashing cold water on their faces to drive the sleep from their minds. The older monks had not slept, fasting and praying night and day before the altar for Buddha to help their leader.
"Master Kwang." Chou gestured at the bowls on the ground before the old man. "You have not touched your rice or taken any water. May I offer you tea, instead?"
The Master did not answer at first, lost in his meditation, but eventually he seemed to slump in defeat. "My thirst will no longer be quenched by tea," he replied, "nor will the hunger within me be satisfied by rice. The old legends are indeed true. This night will mark the end of my life among you. I will have to leave."
Chou gasped and cried out, "Master, no! If the Hungry Ghost spirit has indeed invaded your body, please come inside! If you now require the blood of others to survive, I offer my own! Your teaching is a precious jewel. You are needed here!"
The old man jumped to his feet and grabbed the monk by the arms with a suddenness and strength that surprised Chou. He managed to hang onto the lantern and the dancing light revealed a face devoid of reason. Chou braced himself, determined to sacrifice his own life for his beloved teacher. But then the Master relaxed his hold, and finally released his student, patting the shaking man on the shoulder.
"A lifetime of meditation allows me to control this disease of the spirit for now," the Master said. "But I can only delay what must take place. Have I taught you nothing in all the years you have been here? Birth, life, and death, it is all the same. What is it?"
Chou bowed before the great teacher, this familiar lesson allowing him to regain his composure. "It is
just like this, Master," he said, gesturing around them at the night.
"And what is our purpose in the world?"
"We must strive night and day to help all beings. That is the first and most important of the rules I have learned at your feet. I cannot express what your poetry and wisdom has meant to me, to all of us at the temple. Is there nothing I can do to help? What shall the temple do without your guidance?"
Master Kwang sat back down and pulled some folded papers from inside his robe, handing them to his student. "I have already prepared for this. One letter contains instructions for the senior monks to elect a new leader, putting the decision in their capable hands. On the other letter you will find I have written a poem. My last order is that no one else opens the gates until daylight. Go back and inform the others that their presence would only make the demon inside of me harder to control. I must be alone."
Chou stood looking at the letters, knowing this meant he'd never see the old man again. Finally he took a deep breath, fell to his knees and bowed a final farewell. Then he went back through the temple gates, closing them once again and locking Master Kwang outside, as requested.