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I think it's down to the individual. Large/moderate amounts of alcohol barely touch me it, I have to drink huge amounts to have any effect but by that time my brain has switched over to autopilot.
I've had similar reactions before when I haven't wanted to go for more prominent positions or promotions or if I have resigned from similar situations as I have found I wasn't enjoying the role.
I think I've just had my biggest test of 'faith' ever.
I came to Buddhism about three years ago and up until then I would pray or make a deal with god if life became stressful. I would spend hours… ((more))