To Be Honest I am Proud of This

ThailandTom

I was fiddling around with a render in photoshop and then got carried away for about 4 hours and came up with a design which I would love to get on canvas and put in my room if I could. I also write a poem not long ago, probably not a very good poem as it is not a great skill of mine, but I shall share it the same


THE ROOM

This room is hostile and malignant to all.
To tread inside would be senseless
As a deadly serpent plots to bind.
The stench is rancid, rampant, and noxious inside.

The wiring here is faulty,
And the atmosphere damp,
A somewhat defective door is boarded shut,
Repelling the foreign exterior beyond.

Despair is written all over these walls,
The letters seep and infest down to the core.
It’s lunacy to abide in this room,
But it’s somewhat familiar and warm.

I am isolated here,
Forsaken at my own will,
My thoughts are mine and mine only
As nobody can enter this room.

Lots of things take place in here,
But that is where they stay.
They happen from day to day,
But maybe at some point, they will try to escape.

Jeffrey

Aww good to express these thoughts/emotions. They are a mandala structure that allows you to see and connect (emotional energy stream - samaya) with a vision of yourself. It is cathartic I think because your view is growing. We take on new views as we grow. And eventually we don't need any particular view, when we are buddhas.