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I am not a good meditator to say the least, but recently when I have been meditating I sometimes get a kind of visual. After reading about visuals for the last 2-3 years, I know that they are a bi-product of meditation and one should not become attached to them. I get that, that is fine. I was just wondering if you could use the visuals as a 'focus point' instead of or as well as say your breath? These revolving colours are not bright and in your face so to speak, the only way for me to explain it is that if you had a photoshop document with a black background, these colours would been a layer above but with an opacity of about 25%. They kind of swirl around slowly and change shape slightly. Is it wrong to focus on them instead of your breath at this point?
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The distraction your feeling sounds like restlessness. I had this same problem and would break my meditations at the 20-30 minute mark as well for a long time as soon as that restlessness popped up.
Restlessness is a hindrance and there are specific techniques for dealing with them. Mindfulness in plain english has a section on dealing with the hindrances. What I do is simply note it as restlessness and return to the breath. Usually after 5-10 minutes this initial restlessness breaks into basic concentration. You ultimately make the choice to give in to it or not... You just have to make the commitment to overcome it and not give in. It may come up for 30 seconds and go away, it may come up for hours... Either way it can (and must) be overcome.
I get them too, all the time. Fascinating.
When I close my eyes to meditate I see these slow swirling vague shapes that remind me of the interaction of galaxies. I like that I have a window to the infinite cosmos. Fitting that the images seem within, but directly link to the great beyond.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phosphene