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A question about enlightment...
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It's all experienced based except the awareness cannot be pinned down, which is to say that an airtight metaphysics is rather elusive.
It is more like seeing this world as it truly is, then you know who you are. Not self, not Buddha and compassion and love naturally arises.
It might also be that ones compassion and love muscle hitherto had not much exercise. Thus practices like Lam Rim and the identification with Chenrezig, is such a valuable practice. Being a bodhisattva before you are one means that you don't find your insight outstripping your actions. Same with metta practice.
It is sometimes very difficult to express things. When I said ball of light I refer to expand and see everybody in complete perfection, everything perfect... The first time it happened to me I was surprised because things are not that way in this world or universe we are. But I have to say that I still have shortcomings in my life, I should sometimes behave better in life instead of having negative feelings. It is a first step I think, after nine years practicing meditation nearly three hours a day. It has taken me three years after my first experience (it was three years ago) to be this way again and more often. When I meditated I said..."I want to repeat this experience again" . Then it never came because I was trying to grab something, the experience again. This caused many thoughts in my meditations. I got more and more excited and it never came again. One day a year ago, I said to me to sit down and meditate and only try to be. And it happened again...From then it has not stopped.