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What brought you to Buddhism?
For the Buddhists on this forum, what initially sparked your interest in Buddhism and ultimately convinced you to follow the Dhamma?
For me, I've always been interested with religion in general, so Buddhism was just another study project for me; nevertheless I became particularly drawn to the Dhamma when I discovered it's message of liberation from suffering and its compatability with my atheist views, liberal outlook, and aversion to dogmatism.
I wouldn't call myself a Buddhist (yet), but so far my practice of the Dhamma has been a very rewarding experience.
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"oh.... THIS is what it's all about!"
Later on I had an inner conflict against my beliefs and so many things contradicted what my religion spoke of, that I abandoned it completely for a while, all while searching for some answers. During this time, I was agnostic with an emphasis on Atheism I guess.
While looking for some sort of physical clue that there's more than the material world, I came across some chi healing videos online. Like this:
These videos eventually brought me to Buddhist meditations and teachings. This was where, eventually I decided to fully learn and immerse myself in Buddhism. While it was certainly difficult to swallow at first, I made the decision to become a Buddhist. It is a practice based on experience, and not on blind faith. It is a way of logic. Being a science major, this was certainly something that made sense. I figured, even though it wouldn't be easy, it was the right path for me. The hardest thing was to accept the idea of living a do whatever you want life and you'll be forgiven and go to heaven probably was never going to happen.
I was discouraged however, because I live in a very small, rural community near the Canadian border, and the closest Buddhist center (or teacher) was 350 miles away. Having 3 kids I can't just up and travel that far whenever I want. A few weeks later, I saw a poster at a store in our town that someone was hosting a Buddhist retreat! I couldn't believe it. I went to the retreat, and met who would become my teacher. I still do not get to see him often, but we formed a Sangha based on his Sangha and he Skypes with us and comes up a few times a year (he spends 6 months a year in Nepal and Tibet). It's been an amazing experience so far and I am hoping to be able to take Refuge Vows in November when my teacher returns to the US.
Reading Carlos Castinada's first book as a teenager first perked my interest that reality might be subjective and worthy of exploring.
I was raised Lutheran. Went to private Lutheran school for a few years, was very heavy into my church until senior year of HS. I just, I dunno, suddenly decided I wasn't sure I believed in any of it and stopped going. I can't even recall what led me to that decision, honestly.
Started college, took a class taught by a professor who was a former catholic nun turned buddhist. She fascinated me to pieces and I took as many of her classes as I could, because she liked to tell anecdotes of her life.
Time moved on and over the last ten years Buddhism finds it's way back into my life through one form or another until I finally decided it was time to really buckle down and see what it's all about.
To the OP I bought a book that had some pictures of Japanese block prints (I like art) but there was a chapter on Zen. I read it and that was it, it made too much damn sense.
All the best,
Todd