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Hi, I am having trouble reading because I am under a lot of stress with hearing psychotic voices.
Is there any basic guidance to reach jhana? I am so restless I don't know how I can read links, but we can try.
I want to reach jhana to purify my pointing out others faults in my mind. I have a hard devotion to meditation, but overwhelmed easily in reading due to the stress, which coincides with the voices.
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What I notice with many psychotic people is that the voices in their heads only exist when they are not concentrating on something else. Is this true for you as well?
If you are in mortal danger, do you focus on surviving, and then notice there were no voices during those moments of surviving? That's an extreme example.
Is that Ajahn Brahm? I have heard some of his youtube videos and really took to his way of talking, the peace and ease.
It sounds to me like you are not concentrating enough on your breath when meditating. Could this be the case?
As I said, we all have crazy thoughts that come from nowhere. As we begin meditation, we learn to focus our attention so that only useful thoughts are attended to. But it takes years and years to perfect your attention. Don't distress over having difficulties. Everyone does.
So I am trying a lot of different approaches. Some of them are to get peace to do others such as the breath. Like get peace closing eye and then open when I settle down. Or body scan to settle down.
I try to focus on my breath all day long, every time I can remember to do so, because when I don't, crazy thoughts (many related to my "self", some not even related) are attended to and produce nothing but suffering or the causes of suffering.
That means finding a master that can help you progress. You may go on extended retreats, and eventually even become a monk.
When you start meditating it is a good practice to try and find what the motivation is. Do you want to reach something? Take something out of it? Then it's craving. Try to drop this craving and meditation will go much better. Jhana may come, jhana may not come, it's not important. What counts is that we did the practice with a sincere interest in it.
Metta!
"...because we expected that meditation led somewhere, and that somewhere is a pleasant experience"
also @Jeffrey I have schizophrenia and hear voices. I have a difficult time starting on even short books, and an even harder time finishing them. However, like you, I'm able to post to forums and read most short posts. Still, I gotta ask: how in the world did you manage over 5000 comments?
@moyshekapoyre I think there's a significant difference between the voices people like yourself experience, and the voices people like Jeffrey and me experience: the voices you have could be better described as "your own" voice or your conscience, or as simple verbalized thinking. With myself at least, and I imagine for jeffrey too, the voices sound like actual other people, and can easily be mistaken as 100% real. They also occur fairly frequently, are very bothersome, often terrifying and go away or at least lessen with medication.
Perhaps if the mind fails to self-voice certain thoughts, it can seem as if they don't belong to the person who is experiencing them, and that it's as if another person is speaking. This might explain "hearing voices".
Given that, maybe someone who hears voices can use it to their advantage... to help them understand that the thoughts which are experienced, both in their voice and in other voices, are not truly them/theirs.
http://www.greatwesternvehicle.org/criticism/jhana_critique.htm
I prefer to trust ordained teachers, so I'll quote Ajahn Sumedho:
Good quote. Does he say anywhere how to cultivate a spacious expansive mind?
http://www.buddhanet.net/pdf_file/now_know.pdf
I'm sure if you google a bit, you can find more.
But the essence is -and this is not just Sumedho saying this- if you want jhana, you can't have it. But that's ok, because even if you experience it, it still is impermanent, non-self and unsatisfying. It's just another experience, not worth more or less than any other.
Metta!
Using movements as in tai chi or mahasati [http://www.mahasati.org/Newsletter_4.html/ http://www.mahasati.org/manual--3.htm]
Chanting and using moktak [http://sgforums.com/forums/8/topics/296802] .
Kasina meditation http://www.project-meditation.org/a_mt2/kasina_meditation.html
Even metta meditation
Regards
"Then, Aggivessana, I thought: I remember that once when my father, the Sakka, was working (in the fields), I was sitting in the cool shadow of a Jambu tree. Separated from objects which awaken desire, separated from harmful qualities I reached a (state of) joy and happiness (pîti-sukha) accompanied by contemplation and reflection which is the first jhâna/dhyâna (meditation) and remained in it for some time. Could this be, perhaps, the way (magga) to enlightenment (bodha)? After this memory, Aggivessana, I had this knowledge: this is the way to enlightenment. [Then], Aggivessana, I thought: why should I be afraid of this happiness that has nothing to do with objects which awaken desire and nothing to do with harmful qualities. [Then], Aggivessana, I thought: I am not afraid of this happiness that has nothing to do with objects which awaken desire and nothing to do with harmful qualities" (Mahasaccaka Sutta).
According to this passage, meditation or jhâna/dhyâna is the way to enlightenment.
I'm not sure I agree with the last line, but I do agree with the idea that a spacious letting go is an effective approach.
I hope that helps? Often times I have broken down with anxiety attacks and been overwhelmed by this, so I find myself empathizing deeply with this topic.
Please do!