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I'm just beginning on the path and whilst meditating today a thought cropped up. By seeking enlightenment are we not desiring it and surely this then becomes a negative aspect to our lives?
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First contact with the dhamma is always frightening. Personally I saw a lot of rational teachings, but somehow they all ended in making my life impossible, through conclusions such as yours.
Two pieces of advice:
1) Read the teachings, read about the teachings and ask away
2) Focus on householder-life. Being an ordained is very different. Try to discriminate what's relevant to you and what's relevant to someone seeking enlightenment in this life (or has been given to a temple when born).
Read The Householder's Code of Discipline
A great place to start
One Zen meditative approach is to not feed any desire. Practise being present for all that arises. When desire shows up, allow it it's own unfettered birth, life & death without our fiddeling contributions or expectations. How well you do this at anytime is just your manifestation of the 4 Noble Truths.
Enlightenment is not a gain, not something added. It's giving up ignorance, giving up craving, giving up suffering. It's positive in that the result is an unshakable peace (the cycle of suffering, Samsara, is ended), but it's not that you're searching for peace and going to find it somewhere... you're giving up all of the obstructions to peace gradually through the Noble Eightfold Path.
That make sense? We have to have this one craving to progress. It's not a paradox, but directed effort toward a purpose. The Noble Eightfold Path is our tool and we put our energy and effort into using it. When we're done, when we've reached the Other Shore, we let it go also. It was just a raft to get from suffering to non-suffering.
Would you say that trying to not grasp any object is trying to grasp the object of nothing?
if one craves for above one will be in 'chanda samadhi' (first jhana - absorbsion of the mind- with five qulities like vitakka, vicara etc.)