After 10 years of stydying the dharma, I finally took the precepts on Sunday at the Toronto Zen Centre. Why did I wait so long? I take this kind of pledge seriously, and felt I wasn't ready until now. Maybe it was my Christian or Western baggage. Maybe it was my new baby daughter that made me think hard about my shortcomings. But the reasons don't really matter, do they?
Here's some info on the precepts:
http://users.rcn.com/chicagobuddha/programs/precepts.html
I was given the dharma name "Magwang", which means "polishing and burnishing". I think its meaning is pretty self-evident. Others were given some pretty cryptic names, some were well known, like Maitreya and Maya (the group shared the common name "Ma"). As each person was given their name, Sunim made some funny comments - overall the mood was joyful.
So, has anything changed for me? Not much - except for a tiny flame in the pit of my stomach...
I no longer drink or smoke dope - funny, I don't have those cravings yet (I could weaken, but I don't plan to). I don't download music files anymore (dont take what is not given).
Sunim empahsized that we can sometimes break our vows, but the important thing is to try.
Now I just have to complete my 3,000 prostrations...*ouch* :bowdown:
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I also stopped pirating movies, music, games, software, etc after I took the precepts. It's a lot easier than you think... Before you make the conscious decision to do so, you think "man, that's going to be hard" but really all you have to do is _not_ do it. It's simple! (Albeit slightly more expensive )
In the end I sort of realized that the kind of stuff I was stealing (let's not mince words - downloading things is stealing) wasn't even really important anyway. When you decide to stop stealing, you become pickier
Congratulations!
One day I will stop. I promise.
I want you to know sincerely, Jason, that I do not judge anybody who does these things. Not you, not anybody. I'm not trying to be preachy, I'm sharing my personal experience
Just kidding. I don't really download stuff any more--bad virus experience with Kazaa a while back... :hiding: