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Question about waking meditation
As far as I know, waking meditation is looking at the world around you and contemplating it's beauty by not engaging the mind. At first I had great sucsess with this. I looked at a tree and saw it for what it really was. Not a tree, but some beautiful nameless creation. I would feel an explosion of energy centered around my heart, I would be filled with joy.
Now when I look at the tree, or a bird, or anything, I feel nothing, even if I see it as beautiful and nameless.
Why does it seem that I've digressed in this aspect of meditation? Shoulnt I be getting better at it, not worse?
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Or something of that nature.
Good books.
Maybe you could tell me a little about buddhist waking meditation if there is such a thing.
HAHAHA
or, the chinese which looks a lot cooler, JINGXING
but nevermind about going into samadhi.
I haven't heard a specific practice for waking. Of course I don't know that wide a knowledge.
It was a concept in a series called Conversations with God, and if you guys haven't heard of it before it was probably invented there.
Ironically thats similar to how my teacher teaches waLking meditation.
This book sounds like a potential source of trouble. It's important to distinguish carefully between the goal, method, effects and results. It sounds like this book has taken an effect of the practice as the method.
EDIT: oh I see, your saying that it's an effect of the practice to see things in such a way. Well if you practiced waking meditation often, maybe you would see all things in that light. If that were true, then what would be the difference between achieving it by sitting meditation or by waking meditation?
In other words, whatever happens during meditation, good or bad, JUST LET IT GO. Whatever happens is real for one moment only. After that, it's history.
dear me.
I like your self, think that meditation is only a tool. If something works than do it.
S9 sings, “You might take a plane, you might take a train…la/la/la, but you’ll get there just the same.”
However, I think one important thing has been said here, which I hope you won’t miss/overlook. The mental and/or physical reactions that come out of any practice ("It's a Trip") are not what you are looking for, as they are short lived at best. We are not, by doing meditation, looking for more of the same, (AKA mental stimulation).
We are trying to peek below the surface of all reactions, and find something more sustainable and permanently satisfying.
Everything that comes, sure as heck will go. What is behind, beneath, all of this commotion, this suffering that comes on the tail of pleasures, as sure as night follows day?
There is absolutely nothing that the mind can get, which it will be allowed to hold onto indefinately. And just bringing it back and back won't work either, as mental stimulation repeated and repeated soon loses its original savor.
So, that if you manage to get the greatest thing that ever existed, right in your hot little hand, then you can only go on to the fear of losing it, or being finally bored by it, or even the pain, after all of that, of continuing to living without it. Because, it will melt away, one way or another.
On that happy note I leave you. ; ^ ) Investigation closely. What never leaves you? That my friend is the Ultimate.
Warm Regards,
S9
What you've experienced doesn't count as a success, just a highly unstable effect. You have to keep the goal in mind, which is to develop a highly stable, peaceful awareness.
It is not too surprising that it had this effect. Looking at a tree and trying "see it for what it really is" is very close to a pointing-out instruction. But that is an advanced practice, and you don't yet have the attentional capacity to stabilize the effects of it. As I said, I went through a similar understanding of meditation a long time ago, and experienced a similar effect. In my case, attaching to that effect was very harmful indeed.