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I was meditating last night, then I feel a sudden urge to open my eyes. Opposite of where I was sitting was a cupboard with some stuff on the top. One of the thing on the top was a plastic bag which contained something. Instead of seeing the bag, I saw it morphing into a snake and slithering away. This happened over the period of a couple of seconds. I felt my heart start pumping quicker. I stood up and went to take a closer look. Sure enough it was just the bag, still there as it has always been. I thought "that was strange" and went back to meditating.
Another time I felt like I was being torn apart by dogs for some reason. Again, my heart started pumping quickly, it felt real and I opened my eyes.
Other times I feel some other sort of presence in the room very similar to what you'd feel if you've ever experienced sleep paralysis. However there's no sleep paralysis involved, no REM, no paralysis... no sleep.
I have never hallucinated before in my life, so this is really strange for me.
Does this happen to anyone else? What's all that about? Mara, perhaps?
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I have had strange occurances in my life though. I am not sure why. I am not sure if they meet the criteria for hallucinations, but I have seen things out of the corner of my eyes and smelled things/tasted things that couldn't have been there, and also felt insects crawling on me (probably a side effect of medication and also sleep deprivation).
The mind is capable of producing a lot of strange sensations, and what is reality, anyway? Also, when a person meditates I have read that their brain waves change, become close to what one experiences when in a trance or near sleep (like lucide dreaming) so you may have experienced something like a hypnagogic or hypnopompic hallucination, possibly?
No worries, it's just your mind firing randomly while it's starting to finally "settle". As long as you don't make a big deal out of these occurrences and come back again to your meditation object (the breath or whatever else), you should be OK.
HEY LIGHT!!!!!!!
OP, I was going to go along these same lines. When you're meditating, you're changing the way your brain is currently functioning by calming it down. Your brain is used to constantly perceiving and placing labels and judgments on what it perceives. So when you change the way it's working, then the way it perceives can easily change too.
If the hallucinations bring you fear then see that fear, be with it, and let it pass like everything else during meditation. Otherwise, just have a little giggle at it. Our brains are super weird.
It is hard to say, specially in a forum.
Then again, go to your teacher; that's my counsel from heart.