Yes, it does seem like I have a lot of questions, thanks for noticing
So, in the past couple of days I've wanted to really go into Buddhism, and at times I think to myself, "I'm a Buddhist", but, then I come to a realization that, what makes a Buddhist? Am I a Buddhist? If one Meditates and follows the 8FP (Eightfold Noble Path) and the 4NT (Four Noble Truths), does that make one a Buddhist? If one follows the teachings of the Buddha, does that make one a Buddhist? All of the above?
I've also come to a point where I don't want to but a label of 'Buddhism' on myself. For a long time I went without a religion, or a philosophy besides one that I made myself. I suppose it feels odd to say "I am this" when for the past years "I was nothing".
Also, I find some teachings a little frightening and hard to handle. I feel as though Buddhism is bringing Wisdom and Peace, but at the same time, filling it with Confusion and fear.
Maybe I'm just daft.
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I don't know why, but, that one word held more meaning and explanation than a full drawn out response could.