so much negative makka recenelt, thus understanding

ThailandTom

Before I start, there is a major tyop in the title, it is not 'makka' is is kamma
Recently I have noticed several things, or shall I say had a few realizations.

I have had so many bad things happen to me recently, it started when I began to abuse valium 7 weeks ago, so is kamma basically cause and effect... Or is this a result of something I have done when I was 12 or in a past life..

One example is that no longer than an hour a go, I foolishly toppled over a bowl of seeds that were on the floor. There were out on the roof of my place as somebody was drying them out. I had to pick up every single seed, they may be slightly dirty now, so I can see this is cause of an effect, but again is this kamma or co-arising...

TheJourney

Don't so much think of karma as some thing that's out to get you. In fact, there's nothing you can do about past karma. So there is no sense in worrying about it. Do what you can to make your life as great as possible now, and you will make your life better. But you must accept your life how it is right now, in this moment, and use this moment to move towards making tomorrow what you want it to be.