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Hello, everyone!
Recently I have been contemplating the doctrine of Anatta, which through much reflection I have come to accept (assuming my interpretation of it is correct); however, realizing the legitimacy of this teaching has raised other questions for me. For example, if there is no self, if my existence as an individual is nothing more than an illusion caused by the five aggregates, what exactly is seeking freedom from suffering? What is it that is suffering in the first place? How can I attain enlightment if there is no me?
Perhaps I've misunderstood Anatta altogether. Any help on this matter would be greatly appreciated!
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The questions are interesting and do have an answer, but I want to say you can't understand anatta intellectually. You have to reflect on the teachings with respect to your experiences in meditation and other practices, and apply it to them. Otherwise the knowledge will be a mental gymnastic but not much more.
When reflecting on anatta this way, the questions you have won't really arise. Instead it becomes an internal reflection. The things you thought were 'you' or 'yours' will be investigated: "is this also not a 'me'?", "is this also out of 'my' control?". Things like the body, thoughts, choices, emotions, consciousness - all those things the Buddha pointed at with the aggregates. And then when you find out that nothing in the world is 'you' or 'yours', you will also answer the questions you are asking right now.
See the different in approach?
But I'm not a tease, so I will answer as I understand things:
"what exactly is seeking freedom from suffering?" - the being, the collection of the aggregates.
"What is it that is suffering in the first place? " - the aggregates.
"How can I attain enlightment if there is no me?" - You can't. At enlightenment there will be no thinking in terms of "I" or "me". There is absolutely no personal gain.
WIth metta,
Sabre
Perhaps you have only realised the possibility of accepting it.
Keep going.
I think what he is saying here is if you want to know who is suffering, who gets enlightenment, etc, etc.etc. do meditation and find out.
Other teachers say things like "anatta does not mean there is no self, it just means there is no separately existing, independent, continuing thing.
My personal answers:
"What exactly is seeking freedom from suffering?"
You are.
What is it that is suffering in the first place?
You are.
"How can I attain enlightenment if there is no me?"
By you following the 8 fold path, etc.
Now if you ask "what am I really" Well, that's the $20,000 question! I don't think that can be ultimately be explained with words, really. Which bring us back to the issue of meditative insight or "prajna" that arises with "samadhi"
We are real right now.
We wont last forever, but if you can put your hand on your heart and feel it beat, then you are indeed very real..
What matters more than being here right now?
But your comprehension will deepen and change over time. Don't worry about if you've "got it right" when it comes to anything in our practice.
Emptiness is good if you are feeling overwhelmed by your mind, because you can gain motivation as you recognize that there is only momentum keeping your "automatic" qualities of mind arising. However, thinking about emptiness can quickly become a new form of clinging, which is not helpful. Said differently, too much thinking about anatta can lead to nihilism, because we begin to assume if the self is empty, than karma doesn't exist... therefore our actions do not matter. After all, if there is no self, then who is meditating or why even bother? This view is poison.
The way my teacher introduced this to me was by saying that karma forces a self to arise. As we use our desire to follow the 8fp, karma forces a self to arise which is more fluid or more mist-like. Then, because we are seeing more clearly, we can step aside when perceptions arise, and realize that the "objects" around us are empty from their side (does a tree call itself a tree?).
I read another description from a link someone (I think @Jason maybe) that the self is like a cage, and the qualities of self that lead toward liberation are the door. Yes, we accept that desiring liberation is clinging to the door, but we do that because we know it is a door. Then, when it opens, we are free and our actions leave no footprints in the mind.
With warmth,
Matt
"Illusory" doesn't mean "does not exist" but rather points to our mis-perception of a event which we then interpret as a separate, permanent, essentialized self.
If you have ever driven on a long stretch on a highway, off in the distance you'll see a mirage, usually what appears as a liquid-like, dark, shadowy substance. As the car appears to approach this illusory substance, it melts away and you only see the ordinary highway. This used to fascinate me as a child when my parents or grandparents would drive.
The interaction between (1) the light, (2) the angle of the road, (3) the distance involved, and (4) my eyes (and many other factors) the event does reside entirely in the imagination. But the event mis-interpreted makes it a mirage. The eyes really see this event occurring, but our minds make it into this illusory substance.
What we call the "self" works in a similar way. By not taking into account all the other factors that made this phenomenon arise, separating it from everything else, the mirage only seems "real."
In other words, the illusoriness (is that a real word??) of a mirage lies not "out there" but in the mind, in how we mis-perceive actual phenomena. So the "I" does its "I" thing, but not in the way that we imagine it-- not as a separate, permanent, essentialized self.
The Middle Way does not fall to either extreme of eternalism or nihilism. Both rely on the notion of stepping outside of oneself to examine oneself, like an eyeball trying to see itself. The method of the Middle Way uses experiential insight (via meditation & mindfulness) to examine not the phenomenon, but the mind that (mis-)interprets the phenomenon.
You are correct there is no being who is enlightened. The diamond sutra and heart sutra confirm this.
The bodhisattva vows to save all beings even though there aren't any. Suffering is also non-existent as Nagarjuna showed because it cannot be real unless there is a real being tied up with that suffering.