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Question about who/what am I?
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What I got from that is that (leaving what exactly constitutes an aggregate aside) we cannot rightly claim a permanent self not only because it is a temporary phenomenon, but because it is in constant change. In more ways than one, we are constantly dying and being reborn.
It is rediculous to think that we could own anything let alone a permanent identity.
Indeed in the scripture the Buddha said that the skhandas were not the self, but he didn't say that there was no self. In the dammapada he said that only the self can liberate the self from evil.
The heart sutra states that there is no form: eye, ear, nose, etc...
The nirvana sutra is regarded as a definitive sutra in TB and talks about the self.
Indeed it is hard to say 'buddhism says' because there are many traditions, but in a short paragraph each tradition tends to say 'buddhism says'.
So 'I' is just a label put to the totality of 5 aggregates. As far as if there is any Self/Consciousness existing apart from it, Buddha did not answered it as it does not help in reducing the suffering.
And doesn't it say "sabbe dhamma anatta" in the Dhammapada?
Also the Sabba sutta seems to say that "the all" ( the totality of our experience ) is just what we experience via our 5 senses and our minds.
http://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/sn/sn35/sn35.023.than.html
You're right, but broadly speaking is it not the case that Theravada teaches anatta ( non-self ) while Mahayana teaches sunyata ( emptiness ), both of which contradict the notion of a self or essence?
And you all are some pretty sharp, knowledgeable people.
In my opinion, these are just two of the many ways of looking at and dividing up experience that we find throughout the Pali Canon (e.g., aggregates, elements, six sense-media, etc.), not descriptions of what constitutes a human being.
The way I see it, by defining yourself as the aggregates or sense media, you're not only limiting yourself, you're still grasping hold of the very things that give rise to self-view. And clinging to ideas of an impermanent self (i.e., person = aggregates) is as much of a cause for suffering as a permanent one (i.e., person = self).
But I suspect that grasping at the idea of some essence beyond ( beneath? ) the aggregates or sense media is the greater danger.
we point to something be it ourselves or anything we don't consider ourselves.
we give it everything. all the baggage. all the solidity.
but absolutely nothing is solid and everything lacks everything we give it.
and when we finally realize this both intellectually and in our lives.
we just put everything down. but then we realize there is no one to put down nor is there anything to put down.
everything as it is is already perfection.
so we bust out laughing and move on with life.
I think in some traditions there is a distinction between the nature of mind and the activity of the mind.
You will never be to point to the tree. You may say, well, "The collection of these parts is the tree!", and if that were right, we could call each part a "None-tree parts" (because each of the parts isn't the tree). But if a collection of coins is coins and a collection of goats is goats, how can a collection of non-tree parts be a tree? (This may take some meditating upon).
A good commentary on the Heart of Wisdom Sutra may explain this better than I.
Also it isn't solid and persistent in the real world (only to our perspective). If you fast forwarded a film shot showing an acorn growing into a 300 hundred year old oak tree, then dying and decaying, it would look like an explosion. Now how can an explosion be anything solid and persistent?
It's only from our human perspective of time that the tree appears solid and persistent, but it's not; it's constantly changing, moment to moment. Just like you and I.
It's also not rocket science, so if I've made it sound overly complicated, apologies. I'm a Geordie with no formal further education than high school, and it's analytically razor sharp (which is what I enjoy about it); ultra rational and logical.
It just takes a bit of effort.
Oh, funny story, at my first 'lesson' on the Emptiness of Self, after the lesson I said to the Monk, "I didn't understand that at all, I think that's because I'm a Geordie!" (Implying it was because I was thick; a joke).
The monk said to me, "Point to me where it is you're a Geordie."
It was like one of those 'Grasshopper moments'.
That was also a (British in-)joke, because I'm not a Geordie.
(I AM kidding, Tosh....... )
I've been listening to Beginner's Mind by Suzuki Roshi, so maybe this is some Zen thing I don't get.
"Bhikkhus, how do you conceive it: is form permanent or impermanent?" — "Impermanent, venerable Sir." — "Now is what is impermanent painful or pleasant?" — "Painful, venerable Sir." — "Now is what is impermanent, what is painful since subject to change, fit to be regarded thus: 'This is mine, this is I, this is my self'"? — "No, venerable sir."
My lama said from some perspective that means that sentient beings are manifestations of the Dharmakaya. But it was just a dharma talk, not written in stone I suppose.
Anyhow that's just what I have been exposed to.
Pema Chodron said in her three CD audio of: from fear to fearlessness, pure meditation, and good medicine, that shunyata as most beings feel could be a sense of no big deal, or boredom, or peace. Various things.
Who would I be if I lost my life? Am I my life?