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I think this is one of my better attachments!
I've been running for about a year, and started running pretty much at the same time I stopped smoking; so my base fitness was very low, but I've tried to use some Buddhist practises, such as mindfulness and 'striving non striving' (just going for a run and not expecting anything from it) and I've come to a point where I'm feeling fit 'n' strong and I've done a bunch of short races and have entered a bunch of middle to long distance races, culminating into a marathon in January 2013.
It's funny, but I know people like the Buddha and Immanuel Kant philosophised about 'free will', but sometimes I wonder if they donned a pair of running shoes and lycra, and went for a long distance run, if that would've given them any answers quicker.
When I run I don't distract myself with an Ipod, I try to experience the pain and the boredom that seems guaranteed - and I think there's something spiritual about that (my definition of 'spiritual' is 'working with the mind'). Sometimes (many times) I want to stop 'n' walk, and I have that internal dialogue going on - it can seem like a real fight sometimes. Other times I just try to be aware and open my consciousness to what's around me and just experience; other times I'm saying mantras to try and distract me from the way I'm feeling. It's a bit like everyday life condensed into a run.
Have we any runners here? Anyone up for a chat with anything to do with running?
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The most compelling memory is not really the most important, but it stands out in my mind. On the way back from the firing range where 200 or so guys had taken shooting practice, we were trudging along over the low, sandy hills of South Carolina. This was part of basic training and we had by that time gained enough experience to feel a bit cocky.
We carried our rifles and wore our helmets and marched along behind a very correct and neat and tough sergeant named Albertorio. And as we trudged, suddenly Sgt. Albertorio called, "Double time, march!" Double time is a kind of a dog trot ... faster than a walk, but slower than a flat out run. At the command, we all began double-timing. 200 guys, double-timing. After five minutes or so, Sgt. Albertorio shouted, "Quick time, march!" That meant to return to walking. But several of us in the front ranks were feeling our oats and one called out, "What's the matter, sergeant ... you a pussy or something?!" And Albertorio took the bait, ordered us to return to double-timing ... and we double-timed ... and double-timed ... and double-timed ... up one small hill and down the next, mile after mile. By the time we stopped, there were 18 guys left standing. I counted them. The rest of the 200 were passed out, puking or simply wrung out by the side of the road. Albertorio looked back at us and at the crumpled figures behind us. He never said a word, but his face said loud and clear, "Don't fuck with me, numbnuts, because I'll whip your ass every day of the week and twice on Sunday."
It was a bit of drama, but to me the magic of running always lay in the fact that there came a point -- just as in Buddhism -- where the bullshit cannot enter. No more philosophy or religion or pain or love or hate or kindness or cruelty ... this was so much 'this' that to utter the word "this" was too stupid for words. It was simply the place that was the place ... there was no possibility of naming it because it was the place that had no name and yet, without any doubt whatsoever, was the place.
But I also know people who, at least to me, must be "attached" to it. Running in a driving rainstorm, hail storm, heavy snow storm, or well-below freezing temperatures (sometimes still in shorts and a t-shirt)...to me, that's attachment.
I have no problem missing a workout if I need to. Yesterday I skipped my weight training session because I mowed our lawn and it takes 2 hours to do with a reel mower, and that was enough of a workout and I didn't want to wear myself out. But my workouts are as essential to my physical health as meditation is to my spiritual health.
Your inspiring me to get off my butt.:D
All the best,
Todd