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IMPORTANT, SEEK NO FURTHER, PLEASE READ

edited June 2010 in Buddhism Basics
i speak not one word of a lie. an experience transformed this person today. an experience so profound, you would not believe it, until you experience your true nature yourself. Finally, i understand the teachings, and the way, and all that is meant by the metaphors and riddles. As Buddha said, samsara is the the cylcle of birth death and rebirth, and suffering is an inherent part of this. now, i was very frustrated all day, i came to believe that buddha was lying when he talked of reincarnation, as he also taught about anatta, that you do not possess self, and i thought how could this be? what reincarnates then? surely it can not survive death? that is because IT DOES NOT. reincarnation does not mean that something gets reincarnated after a person has died, this is the big mistake. if you look close, only the SELF is the thing reincarnating,
and not after death of a person, but during every conscious seccond of life! the ego is the thing reincarnating, it is the thing suffering, it is the thing attaching to desires, it is the thing that clings to itself, it is the only obstacle! oncy you exam thing thing you call 'self', you will see that it is empty! it is completely empty of everything it thinks it possess somehow. you must realise, everything you label as 'self' is constantly changing, constatly moving from one split seccond to the next, it does not have a permanent existance at all, in any form! excepting as the illusion of self that it creates! Words will fail to translate this to you all, I am perhaps very naive to try, but i feel that i must, you could all wake up, RIGHT NOW! this is nirvana! everyone gets to it, eventually, it just takes most people until death, in which case they never consciously experience it. the catch is that it must be maintained with mindfulness, already the consciousness is receiding and the ego is re emerging. this is because i believe i forced it much to fast without proper training and meditation, but i swear this message to be true, this is the key to understanding the teachings, please, wake up now! im not delusional, delusion is what clouded all that i had seen before. brothers and sisters, please, hear my words, test them for youself, if they seem untrue then may a million misfortunes come my way for being so naive as to think i could held change the world

Comments

  • patbbpatbb Veteran
    edited May 2010
    :)

    great, so you got that insight; congratulation! :cheer:
    i can see that it's an overwhelming feeling right now, so enjoy it!
    but it will fade eventually; this to will pass ;)
    reincarnation does not mean that something gets reincarnated after a person has died, this is the big mistake. if you look close, only the SELF is the thing reincarnating,
    This is what most people refer to when discussing rebirth, so your insight will change the way you see karma as well.
    read this:
    http://www.what-buddha-taught.net/Books3/Bhikkhu_Buddhadasa_The_Danger_of_I.htm


    But still a big portion of Buddhists still keep rebirth after one dies as relevant as well.
  • ValtielValtiel Veteran
    edited May 2010
    Cameron,

    Your first realization of the truth of the Buddha's teachings is very exciting and overwhelming. But despite how special it seems, it's not unique. The experience will stick with you in one way or another, but eventually it will fade... it's really only the beginning of the path. So like Patbb said: enjoy it, but don't get too attached to it.
    But a big portion of Buddhist still keep rebirth after one dies as relevant as well.

    read this:
    http://www.what-buddha-taught.net/Bo...anger_of_I.htm

    It's kind of odd to go from making that statement to linking to a Buddhadasa article given he also wrote: http://www.what-buddha-taught.net/Books7/Buddhadasa_Bhikkhu_Anatta_and_Rebirth.pdf :lol:
  • patbbpatbb Veteran
    edited May 2010
    Valtiel wrote: »
    It's kind of odd to go from making that statement to linking to a Buddhadasa article given he also wrote: http://www.what-buddha-taught.net/Books7/Buddhadasa_Bhikkhu_Anatta_and_Rebirth.pdf :lol:
    it was a mistake, i didn't mean to make a connection between the two.

    now corrected; thank you for pointing this out :)
  • RichardHRichardH Veteran
    edited May 2010
    cameron wrote: »
    . an experience so profound, you would not believe it, until you experience your true nature yourself.

    This is a red flag, signaling that you have let a "realization" go to your head. As was already said, it is not special no matter how it seems. You are not special, these insights have been had by countless people countless times. It is not some kind of special secret. Find a mature teacher, or you will continue to be vulnerable to giddiness. Then you can integrate such insights.
  • edited May 2010
    thankyou my friends, indeed i have crashed back to earth again, after hours and hours of panic attacks and fear, i could not let go because i was trying to hard. I just thought i would share with you the main point, and that is this life is the important one, not the next, because i'm fairly sure reincarnation after death of a physical body is not the point or even possible
  • patbbpatbb Veteran
    edited May 2010
    this was a quick come down indeed...

    panick attack and fear? what happened?
  • aMattaMatt Veteran
    edited May 2010
    cameron wrote: »
    thankyou my friends, indeed i have crashed back to earth again, after hours and hours of panic attacks and fear,

    Yikes, *hugs* Hope you're feeling better.
  • edited May 2010
    cameron wrote: »
    i was very frustrated all day, i came to believe that buddha was lying when he talked of reincarnation,

    Buddha was not lying and he did not speak of reincarnation.
    as he also taught about anatta, that you do not possess self, and i thought how could this be? what reincarnates then? surely it can not survive death? that is because IT DOES NOT. reincarnation does not mean that something gets reincarnated after a person has died, this is the big mistake. if you look close, only the SELF is the thing reincarnating
    He taught against the notion of a reincarnating self actually.

    "Brahman: Yet thou teachest the non-existence of the soul! Thy disciples praise utter self-extinction as the highest bliss of Nirvana. If I am merely a combination of the sankharas, my existence will cease when I die. If I am merely a compound of sensations and ideas and desires, whither can I go at the dissolution of the body?"

    Said the Blessed One: "O Brahman, thou art religious and earnest. Thou art seriously concerned about thy soul. Yet is thy work in vain because thou art lacking in the one thing that is needful. There is rebirth of character, but no transmigration of a self. Thy thought-forms reappear, but there is no ego-entity transferred. The stanza uttered by a teacher is reborn in the scholar who repeats the words. Only through ignorance and delusion do men indulge in the dream that their souls are separate and self-existent entities. Thy heart, O Brahman, is cleaving still to self; thou art anxious about heaven but thou seekest the pleasures of self in heaven, and thus thou canst not see the bliss of truth and the immortality of truth."


    Source: http://www.sacred-texts.com/bud/btg/btg54.htm




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  • VictoriousVictorious Grim Veteran
    edited May 2010
    Buddha was not lying and he did not speak of reincarnation.

    "Brahman: Yet thou teachest the non-existence of the soul! Thy disciples praise utter self-extinction as the highest bliss of Nirvana. If I am merely a combination of the sankharas, my existence will cease when I die. If I am merely a compound of sensations and ideas and desires, whither can I go at the dissolution of the body?" Said the Blessed One: "O Brahman, thou art religious and earnest. Thou art seriously concerned about thy soul. Yet is thy work in vain because thou art lacking in the one thing that is needful. There is rebirth of character, but no transmigration of a self. Thy thought-forms reappear, but there is no ego-entity transferred. The stanza uttered by a teacher is reborn in the scholar who repeats the words. Only through ignorance and delusion do men indulge in the dream that their souls are separate and self-existent entities. Thy heart, O Brahman, is cleaving still to self; thou art anxious about heaven but thou seekest the pleasures of self in heaven, and thus thou canst not see the bliss of truth and the immortality of truth."


    Source: http://www.sacred-texts.com/bud/btg/btg54.htm




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    Do you have a nikaya name or a name for that sutta please?

    /Victor
  • edited May 2010
    Victorious wrote: »
    Do you have a nikaya name or a name for that sutta please?

    /Victor

    It's from the "Gospel of Buddha" which has been described as according to SacredTexts.com: "the bulk of its contents is derived from the old Buddhist canon. Many passages, and indeed the most important ones, are literally copied in translations from the original texts."

    Edit: It would be hard to find the actual sutta, especially given that the entire Tipitaka doesn't exist on the Internet. AccesstoInsight contains a small fraction of it. The whole Canon is 50 large books and I wouldn't expect it all to be on the internet.

    .
  • federicafederica Seeker of the clear blue sky... Its better to remain silent and be thought a fool, than to speak out and remove all doubt Moderator
    edited May 2010
    Please keep replies in simple terms for those posting in the beginner's forum.

    Quoting such passages to one who is almost certainly unsure of his footing, despite seemingly dazzling and positive experiences, is not helpful or constructive, as I don't believe as things stand, it's appropriate to consider he take in such literary material.

    Furthermore, if you're quoting this from the work of Paul Carus, he has little credibility, apparently.

    Don't bother replying to this post, either.
    It's a Moderator comment, and as such, not up for discussion.
  • edited May 2010
    i just became very fearful of death, the thought entertained itself and i felt surges of adrenaline and my heart raced and hurt. at the moment of realisation, i knew what it would be like to die. it was as though infinite had exploded inside my head and entered into a deathless, empty state that I'm sure is nirvana. the awareness was higher than the fear, it was of complete bliss and truth, yet still aware of the physical sensations and fear, which eventually overcame the bliss because i was fearing for my life, or rather, the ego was, it did not want to give up just yet because it knew it was dieing. eveything is well, it is as it is meant to be. i feel comfort in having understood the teachings a lot better, nirvana has ceased to be at the moment, but that is ok, i know what it is now, and how to attain it again when i'm more ready. I apologize for having the ignorance to post this, i thought perhaps this understanding was something new, now i see that it is simply the way it is meant to be taken and i had the wrong view all along. thankyou everyone for the replies, i've read with much interest and it comforts me knowing that i'm not alone... (yes i know i refer to 'I' and 'me' and such terms, it is still difficult to think in any other terms)
  • AriettaDolenteAriettaDolente Veteran
    edited May 2010
    Cameron, what happened to you was very significant. As others have said, the experience may fade, but it is important to know what is possible. I remember having several such "ah-ha" moments in my life. Over time, they all start to add up into something more profound, lasting, and genuine. You could drive yourself mad trying to cling to such moments. You could even fall into sorrow and remorse, knowing what you lost. But you haven't really lost anything. You've simply glimpsed behind the curtains and seen that the Wizard is really only an image of yourself. Don't let them convince you you're "not special" and this kind of thing happens all the time. You are, and it doesn't. Well...okay, actually it does, but most people don't even notice, so the experience passes them by. You are fortunate, and you're on the right track. Keep doing what you're doing.

    Namaste!
  • RichardHRichardH Veteran
    edited May 2010
    cameron wrote: »
    i just became very fearful of death, the thought entertained itself and i felt surges of adrenaline and my heart raced and hurt. at the moment of realisation, i knew what it would be like to die. it was as though infinite had exploded inside my head and entered into a deathless, empty state that I'm sure is nirvana. the awareness was higher than the fear, it was of complete bliss and truth, yet still aware of the physical sensations and fear, which eventually overcame the bliss because i was fearing for my life, or rather, the ego was, it did not want to give up just yet because it knew it was dieing. eveything is well, it is as it is meant to be. i feel comfort in having understood the teachings a lot better, nirvana has ceased to be at the moment, but that is ok, i know what it is now, and how to attain it again when i'm more ready. I apologize for having the ignorance to post this, i thought perhaps this understanding was something new, now i see that it is simply the way it is meant to be taken and i had the wrong view all along. thankyou everyone for the replies, i've read with much interest and it comforts me knowing that i'm not alone... (yes i know i refer to 'I' and 'me' and such terms, it is still difficult to think in any other terms)

    It is good to think in terms of just ordinary I and me. Just relax there guy. Just settle down because it sounds like you really need to just be grounded. Do you have friends and family you can talk to, because you need to take a break from spiritual stuff eh. Just go to store or something, really. Take a walk.
  • VictoriousVictorious Grim Veteran
    edited May 2010
    cameron wrote: »
    i just became very fearful of death, the thought entertained itself and i felt surges of adrenaline and my heart raced and hurt. at the moment of realisation, i knew what it would be like to die. it was as though infinite had exploded inside my head and entered into a deathless, empty state that I'm sure is nirvana. the awareness was higher than the fear, it was of complete bliss and truth, yet still aware of the physical sensations and fear, which eventually overcame the bliss because i was fearing for my life, or rather, the ego was, it did not want to give up just yet because it knew it was dieing. eveything is well, it is as it is meant to be. i feel comfort in having understood the teachings a lot better, nirvana has ceased to be at the moment, but that is ok, i know what it is now, and how to attain it again when i'm more ready. I apologize for having the ignorance to post this, i thought perhaps this understanding was something new, now i see that it is simply the way it is meant to be taken and i had the wrong view all along. thankyou everyone for the replies, i've read with much interest and it comforts me knowing that i'm not alone... (yes i know i refer to 'I' and 'me' and such terms, it is still difficult to think in any other terms)

    It is not only you learning from us I think many here are learning from you as well.

    These experiences are much varried from person to person so it helps that people share.

    Thank you and take care.
    /Victor
  • aMattaMatt Veteran
    edited May 2010
    cameron wrote: »
    i just became very fearful of death, the thought entertained itself and i felt surges of adrenaline and my heart raced and hurt. at the moment of realisation, i knew what it would be like to die. it was as though infinite had exploded inside my head and entered into a deathless, empty state that I'm sure is nirvana. the awareness was higher than the fear, it was of complete bliss and truth, yet still aware of the physical sensations and fear, which eventually overcame the bliss because i was fearing for my life, or rather, the ego was, it did not want to give up just yet because it knew it was dieing. eveything is well, it is as it is meant to be. i feel comfort in having understood the teachings a lot better, nirvana has ceased to be at the moment, but that is ok, i know what it is now, and how to attain it again when i'm more ready. I apologize for having the ignorance to post this, i thought perhaps this understanding was something new, now i see that it is simply the way it is meant to be taken and i had the wrong view all along. thankyou everyone for the replies, i've read with much interest and it comforts me knowing that i'm not alone... (yes i know i refer to 'I' and 'me' and such terms, it is still difficult to think in any other terms)

    Were you sober?
  • thickpaperthickpaper Veteran
    edited May 2010
    cameron wrote: »
    i speak not one word of a lie. an experience transformed this person today. an experience so profound, you would not believe it, until you experience your true nature yourself. Finally, i understand the teachings, and the way, and all that is meant by the metaphors and riddles. As Buddha said, samsara is the the cylcle of birth death and rebirth, and suffering is an inherent part of this. now, i was very frustrated all day, i came to believe that buddha was lying when he talked of reincarnation, as he also taught about anatta, that you do not possess self, and i thought how could this be? what reincarnates then? surely it can not survive death? that is because IT DOES NOT. reincarnation does not mean that something gets reincarnated after a person has died, this is the big mistake. if you look close, only the SELF is the thing reincarnating,
    and not after death of a person, but during every conscious seccond of life! the ego is the thing reincarnating, it is the thing suffering, it is the thing attaching to desires, it is the thing that clings to itself, it is the only obstacle! oncy you exam thing thing you call 'self', you will see that it is empty! it is completely empty of everything it thinks it possess somehow. you must realise, everything you label as 'self' is constantly changing, constatly moving from one split seccond to the next, it does not have a permanent existance at all, in any form! excepting as the illusion of self that it creates! Words will fail to translate this to you all, I am perhaps very naive to try, but i feel that i must, you could all wake up, RIGHT NOW! this is nirvana! everyone gets to it, eventually, it just takes most people until death, in which case they never consciously experience it. the catch is that it must be maintained with mindfulness, already the consciousness is receiding and the ego is re emerging. this is because i believe i forced it much to fast without proper training and meditation, but i swear this message to be true, this is the key to understanding the teachings, please, wake up now! im not delusional, delusion is what clouded all that i had seen before. brothers and sisters, please, hear my words, test them for youself, if they seem untrue then may a million misfortunes come my way for being so naive as to think i could held change the world

    As a rule of thumb, I always like to check for a competent use of paragraphs before I go accepting yet another Tagatha!:p
  • patbbpatbb Veteran
    edited May 2010
    cameron wrote: »
    i just became very fearful of death, the thought entertained itself and i felt surges of adrenaline and my heart raced and hurt. at the moment of realisation, i knew what it would be like to die. it was as though infinite had exploded inside my head and entered into a deathless, empty state that I'm sure is nirvana. the awareness was higher than the fear, it was of complete bliss and truth, yet still aware of the physical sensations and fear, which eventually overcame the bliss because i was fearing for my life, or rather, the ego was, it did not want to give up just yet because it knew it was dieing. eveything is well, it is as it is meant to be. i feel comfort in having understood the teachings a lot better, nirvana has ceased to be at the moment, but that is ok, i know what it is now, and how to attain it again when i'm more ready. I apologize for having the ignorance to post this, i thought perhaps this understanding was something new, now i see that it is simply the way it is meant to be taken and i had the wrong view all along. thankyou everyone for the replies, i've read with much interest and it comforts me knowing that i'm not alone... (yes i know i refer to 'I' and 'me' and such terms, it is still difficult to think in any other terms)
    from Ajahn Brahm (http://www.what-buddha-taught.net/Books/Ajahn_Brahm_The_Jhanas.htm)
    talking about Jhanas, i believe you will recognize your experience.
    As will be explained at greater length later, this nimitta disappears because the mind overreacts to its arrival, usually with excitement or fear.
    Fear. Of the two enemies, fear is more common. These nimittas appear so immense in their sheer power and beauty, that one often becomes very afraid. Fear is a natural response to the recognition of something much more powerful than oneself. Moreover, the experience is so unfamiliar that one's personal security looks seriously threatened. It seems as if one might lose all control. And one will-blissfully so-if one would only let go of the "self" and trust in the nimitta! The one would experience desire and control overwhelmed by supramundane bliss, and, in consequence, much of what one took to be one's self would vanish leaving a real sense of freedom. It is the fear of losing part of one's ego that is the root cause of alarm when a powerful nimitta appears.
    In another book, "mindfulness bliss and beyond", he was referring more to the fear of dying; but i couldn't find a copy of it online.


    hope this help :)
  • edited May 2010
    federica wrote: »
    Don't bother replying to this post, either.
    It's a Moderator comment, and as such, not up for discussion.

    Hi fede,

    May I ask how we know the difference? You often post discursively and it is difficult for me to tell the difference at times.

    Thanks
  • JeffreyJeffrey Veteran
    edited May 2010
    so you had some thoughts about nirvana. And some fear of death.

    Thats all that happened I think.
  • federicafederica Seeker of the clear blue sky... Its better to remain silent and be thought a fool, than to speak out and remove all doubt Moderator
    edited May 2010
    Fran45 wrote: »
    Hi fede,

    May I ask how we know the difference? You often post discursively and it is difficult for me to tell the difference at times.

    Thanks
    You know, that's a very good question, and thank you for asking....
    I used to use a different typeface, and frame it within red asterisks if my posat was - or contained - Moderator comments.
    Since Lincoln removed much of the formatting facilities, I can't really do that any more.

    Now, I have to count on people realising I'm a moderator, and understanding that while I participate as much as anyone else, I am still keeping an eye on the forum, and basically doing my job. In short - I never actually take my Mod hat off.

    I believe Lincoln once pointed out to me that really, a Moderator shouldn't have to make separate announcements in "on/off" mode. Forum members should be mindful at all times of how they participate.

    At least I'm not like a Mod on another forum, who will happily swathe through posts - and sometimes whole threads - and delete the lot if they happen to be something he disagrees with....!

    Thanks for asking! :)
  • pegembarapegembara Veteran
    edited May 2010
    Cameron, what happened to you was very significant. As others have said, the experience may fade, but it is important to know what is possible. I remember having several such "ah-ha" moments in my life. Over time, they all start to add up into something more profound, lasting, and genuine. You could drive yourself mad trying to cling to such moments. You could even fall into sorrow and remorse, knowing what you lost. But you haven't really lost anything. You've simply glimpsed behind the curtains and seen that the Wizard is really only an image of yourself. Don't let them convince you you're "not special" and this kind of thing happens all the time. You are, and it doesn't. Well...okay, actually it does, but most people don't even notice, so the experience passes them by. You are fortunate, and you're on the right track. Keep doing what you're doing.

    Namaste!

    I agree.

    Cameron, you have just opened the Dhamma Eye. The trick is how to keep it opened permanently.
    This Eye is just the 'one who knows clearly'. It sees things differently. It sees this very nature. Seeing nature clearly, clinging is uprooted and the 'one who knows' is born. Previously he knew but he still had clinging. You could say that he knew the Dhamma but he still hadn't seen it, or he had seen the Dhamma but still wasn't one with it.

    http://www.ajahnchah.org/book/Opening_Dhamma_Eye1.php

    Aj Chah
  • edited May 2010
    OP: It seems that you have had a powerful insight into the nature of the Buddhist teachings that has awakened your mind's eye to these truths. This is only the beginning.

    All of the statements you have made are in accord with the Buddhist teachings, as far as I know, but it is not the case that people do not understand such concepts as Non-Self..... it is that they do not see it. To see requires conditions, and to see is the true start of the path where one knows the only road worthy of traveling upon.

    The issue with a recurring ego is eliminated by following the path beyond sight, that is the path of transformation that leads to the unbound mind. That is the true Nibbana/Nirvana, and I would suggest that the thread-line 'SEEK NO FURTHER' is premature. This will likely occur to you before long. :)

    I thank you for your compassionate post to help others, and I would think others thankful as well.

    Namaste
  • RichardHRichardH Veteran
    edited May 2010
    "you have just opened the Dhamma Eye."

    Is there an emoticon for giving a raspberry?
  • ZendoLord84ZendoLord84 Veteran
    edited June 2010
    i've had some of similar kind of insights....theý are truely wonderfull and they too will pass like everything else..EVERYTHING is impermanent..
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