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If we weren't experience itself, nothing could possibly exist?
I was writing in my journal, which is very much like meditation for me, asking myself "Who am I". . .I recognize I am just experience itself. . .and then I thought. . . if we weren't experience itself, literally nothing could possibly exist, because there would be nothing to perceive it.
This is interesting, I just wanted to share it and hear any thoughts about it
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Go a little deeper, find the thinker independent of thought. In a sense, ask what is asking, 'who am I' :thumbsup:
Where does awareness and perception split?
Read up Cittamatra, the 'Mind Only' doctrine.
Hope this helps.
You know what I remember about it?
Zilch.
You are right, we are (as is everything) experience itself, for we are made up of energy which is continuously rediscovering or experiencing itself in the context of other energy fields around it.
However, I never did get Bishop Berkeley's super-idealism. If a tree falls in a forest and there's nobody there to hear it, does it make a noise? Not interesting enough for me to consider, frankly.
So, my answer would be: It all depends on your definition of "We." If you mean just sentient life or something even narrower, I'd say Berkeley's argument was being resurrected (which to me is a pointless, fruitless path). But if by "we" you include all conglomerations of energies that have some form of consciousness or even coherence, I'm with you there 100%.
In lived experience they occur at the same time. The very perception itself is the awareness or knowing of.
Mirrors meeting mirrors. Empty phenomena rolling on and on endlessly without ever moving.
Lol sorry its not a satisfying answer.
But we can actually step back and recognize that the Seer is just a point designated either behind the eyes, behind the heart, etc. We can relax that and just experience the activity of seeing. Seeing the process is interesting because IN the seeing there is only the seen. We cannot have a seen without a seeing. They are the same thing. And what is the seen? Colors meeting colors which makes shapes. Light hitting shapes making forms. Forms in contrast with negative space making the illusion of depth and space. Attention bouncing back from object to subject making the illusion of space and time.
But if we just step back and kind of defocus we can see that everything is in the vision. And we can just stop the object making process. Its all just a field of color or visual awareness.
Then we can close our eyes and then there is nothing. The condition of eye sense organ is required for the appearance of eye consciousness. Not only that we need some kind of mental attention.
Notice how the attention works too. The intention to actually pay attention. Notice that. Notice what the eyes are directed towards and how the eyes moves around. What is assumed in the process of attention? Are we not giving the thingness to the objects.
And this is just exploring visual sense consciousness.
The tactile dimension is totally separate.
The link is an assumption of thought, an idea, which too are distinct and have nothing to do with the forms, unless the assumption is made.
But this is just my rambling. Good day.
Experience itself says absolutely nothing about itself.
So we give thingness, thus we can affirm the ideas of existence, non-existence, both, or neither.
But we have to step back and recognize that experience never advocates any kind of mode of existence or non. We give that to experience.
So really this experience which is exactly the awareness is mysterious. And our moot points of existence or non existence don't matter.
The Buddha taught the middle way from the extremes of self and no self. Thus we can conclude that self and no self are just views, conventions with nothing truly established. What we are negating is the assumptions that we affirm, without setting up a new affirmation. A non-affirming negation.
Its subtle but its very profound. Anyways I'm off.
The extension to me says, 'If the response were untrue, there could be no subjective or objective existence because there could be no subjective existence'?
I think also the concepts 'we' and 'nothing' could rapidly spiral into chaos.
Very interesting thoughts - thanks for sharing.