I’ve spent some years following the output of various spiritual teachers, and it seems to me they always end up telling you what to do in some way, even if it’s as simple as do nothing. After a while it really puts your mind under pressure, the pressure to always learn, to keep evolving, to keep following instructions.
Lately I have been feeling as if I need to spend some time just being, as if I’ve worked too hard on transforming myself and taking in more material would not be healthy for me. No more charging ahead for me, or pushing myself into directions I’m not naturally going. I’m just thinking perhaps I will be a bit bored.