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I think I just experienced enlightenment
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in my truth there are two awakenings. First is an awakening where you finally get receptive to the truth. Not that you weren't perceptive before, but you were stuck in lower levels. Once you have your first awakening you will learn at an incredible rate. Or at least I did. And then you will attain the ultimate awakening. Liberation. Freedom.
*edit* It is important to understand that you are already free. That is one of the most subtle truths. You are free. This is not a metaphor. You are liberated. Does spiritual seeking give you a headache, and you prefer to play video games? You're free to do that. You are exactly where you should be. You know how I know this? Because you chose it. You have the choice. You've always had the choice.
The Buddha told me or us nothing.He lived, he died, his teachings somehow reached us intact and extended.
>>>It's one of the big themes of buddhism that it's indescribable.
I disagree. It is hardly a theme at all. Many people become enlightened in the scriptures and when they are there, like the Buddha, they just continue with their life. At peace, with clarity and in truth.
>>>Enlightenment can only be experienced, not talked about.
But this is true of most rich human experinces, like love and rollercoasters. I think it may be a mistake to transpose this simple fact about the internal nature of experience into some mystical/unobtainable truth about enlightenment.
I cant know what it is like to be a bat unless I am a bat. I cant know what it is like to be enlightened unless I am enlightened.
>>>>If you don't believe me, that's great.
Such statements come over as insincere, which is wrong speach.
>>>>There's no truth to cling to.
In my understanding of dharma there are no truths to cling to, there are just the dharmic truths that stand immutable and upon which we can stand and, when ready, walk the path.
>>>I'm only here to help, if you don't like what I have to say then don't listen to me
As another said above, this is a discussion forum, it is also a community in senses.
namaste
Also there is an important question to ask. What is this "reality" that we desire so much? Is it various times and places? Or is it a moment? If it's various times and places then what i'm telling you is the highest truth there is. If it is a moment than i'm simply telling you about a moment i'm experiencing. It's the highest moment that has been reached at this point in time. Who knows whether i'm the only one or not. It doesn't matter anyway.
Treacle and cream, anyone? Or an egg-over-easy?
That is a big "IF".
Moreover the conclusion doesn't follow from the premis, for a huge varierty of reasons.
>>>If you don't see that than you don't understand eternity.
Then I don't understand eternity (I didn't long before you told me so).
>>So what, we're all gonna be enlightened and then existence will just cease? There will be no such thing as an ego? Does that sound fun to you? Just droning through life, not caring about anything.
Ummmmm?
>>>>Enlightenment only has the meaning which you give it.
But you said above it has no meaning and can only be experienced?
>>>For me, I enjoy life too much to give up the ego.
I don't see the ego is something that has to be given up by some act of choice. Rather it is a pernicious illusion.
>>>I must learn to simply use the ego as I desire.
OK, but I dont see how this is to be considererd dharma. I would imagine the most mystical mountain monk and the hard core materialist Buddhist would agree with me on this?
>>>>None of the ego's thoughts are real.
The ego doesn't have thoughts, the ego is the illusionary product of thoughts. It is caused by perspective, surely if you understand anataman you see this?
>>>None of its desires are real. But yet I will still follow some of them. Why? Because I want to. I can create my own reality. It can be whatever I want.
I am lost in what you say here.
>>>We all have this power. We just have to see it. Thinking that you have to fade away into losing the ego entirely is delusional.
Still lost.
>>>Then again all things are delusional. I'm here because I want to be.
Hello? Hello?
>>>I suggest you go where you want to go as well.
I am still lost, but it sounds like you are telling me to "get lost":p
"Hey, go duk(ka) yourself!"
Whoooop!
What does freedom mean? Once you are free, are you bound to be free? Are you stuck in freedom? No. That would be just another imprisonment. You are free to have whatever truth you desire. None of them are true anyways.
i dont want to be a ninny but i am just sayin
journey you have done some hard zazen and have benefited yourself and others
there is still much more to be done for all of us whatever we think about journey's experience
today's insights are tomorrow's platitudes
rest and be happy
or die trying
may all sentient beings be lazy
Don't say. Be.
Don't insist, or persist.
Simply drop it and stop straining.
The more you try, the less you succeed.
I's just shut up and meditate for a while, and calm things down.
You need to chill.
You're not helping, because your ego wants to be right, wants to be heard and wants to be listened to.
if your words have no meaning, quit saying them.
Cheers, WK
Over the holiday, I came to a couple moments of clarity. During this, I saw that this practice can only remove delusion and unenlightened elements. I also saw that it cannot point you to reality, as reality is already here. We cannot fully experience reality because we only have 5 senses. Surrendering to this fact is actually understanding reality better.
Enlightenment is ongoing. It was never a destination.
*edit* We think that life is about living in some reality. Really we are that reality. We are here to learn about ourselves and enjoy what is. It isn't until later that we find out that "ourselves" is really all that exists. We think that we have to merge with the ultimate. Really we are the ultimate.
Just - BE happy!
Happy or not be happy - it really shouldn't matter to you, either way....
See, this is what feeds my doubt about the situation, TJ.
Please don't think I'm being deliberately obtuse or argumentative.
I think you very probably had an important transformation in your way of thinking, but I wouldn't go so far as to call it enlightenment....
I think with the car talk its important to break it down further, that every individual piece is not only conditioned by other things who themselves are conditioned but also that the mere concept, as expressed by the word car, is conditioned by your mind. The importance of this analysis isn't about whether one ought or ought not meet a moving vehicle but rather about the implications of the nature of mind. To what extent does the mind condition things with impossible conceptualizations? Allegedly infinitely says the Buddha. One need look no further than the opening lines of the Dhammapada: "All experience is preceded by mind, Led by mind, Made by mind." Did you think that a holographic universe was being projected by a cosmic consciousness or better that people simply grasp onto conceptualizations that are impossible ways of existing? Perhaps those having trouble with wrapping their egos around the example of the car ought to try wrapping the example of the car around their egos. Step one: What does your mind and a car have in common? We'll deal with reality later.
Because it is dependent upon volition. A skilled practitioner can CHOOSE to make the mind non-conceptual or to engage in conceptual thought & speech.
Whereas objective truth is not related to voilition. Objective truth is the inherent characteristics of phenomena and reality.
Objective truth is vipassana, seeing clearly the characteristics of phenomena, namely, conditionality, impermanence, unsatisfactoriness & non-self.
When seeing clearly the characteristics of phenomena occurs, dispassion occurs and craving ends.
Dispassion & the end of craving are the fruits of enlightenment, that is, Nibbana.
When Nibbana occurs, the mind becomes one with the Buddha and the Dhamma.
But we were are manically posting on internet forums as the "next guru on the block", enlightenment has not happened yet.
Just spacing out in zombie mind.
Non-conceptuality is good. It is useful. But it is just beginners level.
Notions such as "eternity" and "unity" are not related to Buddhist enlightenment.
Buddhist enlightenment is seeing the chaos within the order rather than the order within the chaos.
The priority or salient aspect is seeing the chaos.
The Buddha ended all craving. The end of craving is peacefulness and a unity (for one's life span). But his "unity" is found by seeing the chaos (rather than by unifying the mind in "oneness" via concentration).
When the mind is saturated with seeing the chaos, it becomes dispassionate.
It understands all things, including "unity" and "eternity" are impermanent & worthless.
The mind is liberated via relinquishment (rather than via mental unity).
In Buddhism, the terms that indicate an enlightened mind are those such as "dispassion" (viraga), "end of craving" (nirodha) and "relinquishment" (vossaga).
All the best
Ultimately, the ego is a word or thought rather than a feeling.
Feeling is felt. Ego is fabricated.
The ego is not felt. Feeling is not fabricated.
Enlightenment is like finding the point in a circle.
You need to get a good 8 hrs.(or more, at this point) of sleep, to process your insights. The subconscious is hard at work, processing and filing ideas away in our mental filing cabinet as we sleep. Take care.
There is no self in selflessness.
Perception means to label or classify. The feeling of pain occurs, regardless of whether or not it is labelled. Feelings of pleasure occur, regardless of their being labelled. If we taste sugar, it tastes sweet. The feeling of pleasure or sweetness occurs, regardless of the labelling. The same with pain. If we break our arm or leg, the pain occurs, regardless of the labelling.
Or if the mind is absorbed in meditation, rapture & happiness arise. These feelings are unrelated to labelling or perception.
Like this year, I was taken to hospital for acute food poisoning. For a time, my blood pressure became high. The acute bodily pain and bodily reactions have little to do with perception or labelling.
What does "subject to emptiness" mean? Feelings of pleasure & pain arise. They are felt by the nervous system. These feeings are empty of 'self' and the nervous system or mind is empty of 'self' but the feelings are still felt by the mind.
"Feelings felt are dukkha"? What does this mean? All of the discources state feeling without craving is the cessation of dukkha.
The Buddha described two kinds of Nibbana. Nibbana is the absence of dukkha. One kind of Nibbana is when pleasant & unpleasant feelings are still experienced.
All the best
DD
I doubt many if any here, including myself, doubt your intentions.
Nor do we negate the meritoriousness of your actions.
Nor the benefit & joy of what you seek to impart.
At least I am merely debating you. That is all. Its a chat site, isn't it?
With metta
DD
you got all excited and wound up, and then you crashed. That's all. Get some sleep. See you in the morning.
And FYI, one of the admins just "sank" your thread, so it doesn't pop up to the top anymore when there are new posts. So it'll probably die a natural death, no need to delete it. It'll fade into obscurity on it's own, if that's comforting to you. It was quite a ride while it lasted!