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Living in the present (and restlessness)
I read an article (not fully buddhist but with buddhist slant) about why we are bored and restless: the author says it is because we cannot fully appreciate each moment. He says each moment is new (no repetition), so boredom is impossible if we live in the moment. But because we miss the present moment, we experience restlessness.
This does not convince me because what if each moment is also boring? This moment, I stare at a blank wall and that's boring ... next moment a thought about dinner comes up, that too is mundane and boring. And so on. So even if each moment is new it could still be boring, right?
Or am I missing something here?
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Because what exactly is boring? By just saying its boring we are just dismissing it as "boring".
But what really is going on without placing ideas onto the moment? What is this?
Even restlessness and boredom are entirely fresh, new and completely free from our ideas about them.
What is a thought?
We assume we know all of these simple things, but what if we step back and open up to it all?
Nothing is inherently boring, boredom comes from the desire to be doing something else and it only becomes an issue when we're denied the option to change what we're doing. If you try to concentrate on being in the moment, you're just pushing that desire for change to the back of your mind, but it's still there. The obvious solution to me would be to try and let go of the desire, not overpower it with concentration.
So I'd say it is the other way around: NOT we are bored and restless because we can't appreciate each moment, but we can't appreciate each moment because we are bored and restless.
This is one of the reasons why meditation retreats are so beneficial IMO. They are deliberately designed to be quite boring! But as you progress through it and the monkey mind calms down, the activity that you did yesterday was very boring, but the very same activity today is new and fresh and alive. So it's the exact same activity but one day it's really boring and the next day it's new, fresh and alive. That really tells you something about the nature of boredom.
On zen retreats we have a practice called "work practice". I used to hate that the most of all! Especially cleaning the bathroom! The bathroom is cleaned spick and span every day for an hour. So when you go to do your "work period practice" of cleaning the bathroom the next day, you have to spend an hour cleaning a bathroom that is already spick and span clean. These bathrooms are so clean you could drink from the toilet! Talk about boring, holy Jesus! But, when you relax into the moment, all the boredom fades away and everything becomes fresh, new and alive, even though it's the exact same thing that made you bored yesterday. That is quite normal I think. Someone telling you about a kind of experience doesn't really convince you of the nature of that experience. Experiencing that experience for yourself, is really what convinces you.
Shift your paradigm and boredom will shift to something else.
I always found driving my daughter to school tedious and sometimes annoying because, as much as I love her, I need to get to work. This view was because I was looking to the future, not being in the present. I missed the expressions on her face while she was talking, I missed enjoying singing along with her to the radio......
Then two weeks ago, I started appreciating the present for what it is. Because I may not have it for long. Now I look forward to my time with my daughter, even if it's watching soccer training under the park shed in the rain. When you value the present for what it is, nothing else, it's anything but boring.
Just my 0.02
In metta,
Raven
Being bored is being in the boredom/agitation/restlessness.
Be Buddhist. Practice. Be at Peace. Every moment unique. Nothing to miss. :wave:
What else is there except the moment? and if everything is tainted with it then surely it would be the thing to examine most closely?
What do you propose doing with the evidence? Is there a case to prove to a judge?
Keep trying the alternatives - examine what it is to appeal.
The conclusions are all yours and you live with the consequences.
Choose, as the results speak for themselves.
We can no more live in the present than we can live in the past or future.
That would be like halting the river we are standing in.
Things arise. They do not arise relative to us merely.
We, time, and all things , are always arising, and always in flux.
There is no solid ground.
And that's good.
My middle son is in Little League. During the first year or so, I enjoyed watching him play but would become "bored"sitting there watching kids I didn't know and waiting for MY son to have his turn so I could enjoy it again. Instead I chose to get to know the parents around me, and their kids a bit, and cheered for them all, both teams. I no longer get bored, because I enjoy seeing every kid have their turn. Instead of being bored sitting at a red stoplight, I choose to roll down the window and listen to the sounds around me and think about where everyone might be going. You can make the most mundane moments in life more interesting. But you have to get outside of where your body and mind are and take in everything around you rather than just that in your mind and in front of your eyes.
Right now I'm sitting in front of my computer while my son finishes breakfast. But I can hear our dog moving on her chain outside. I can hear my uncle mowing my grandma's lawn. I can hear the birds, and even the kid down the street swearing at his dirt bike. Life is going on all around me, and just stopping to notice that, I find pretty cool.
"The craving that makes for further becoming — accompanied by passion & delight, relishing now here & now there — i.e., craving for sensual pleasure, craving for becoming, craving for non-becoming: This, friend Visakha, is the origination of self-identification described by the Blessed One."
http://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/mn/mn.044.than.html
That under the happiness is often sadness, and that under that is happiness and so on.
As one pointedness develops we become aware of mind states arising that are incredibly brief. They are always there, but we become aware of them.