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A thought that passed through my meditation yesterday, how can break my vows if I don't exist?
I took some vows a few months ago and have been sticking to the faithfully but how appropriate are they when I am no longer the same person that actually took those vows in the same way that I am no longer the same person I was ten years ago?
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If you break your vows, it's you who will get the results, not some other person.
Try looking at it this way, if you were unchanging and frozen then you couldn't break any vows. Indeed you couldn't do anything.
Or maybe I'm all wet.
Non-existence means nothing exists, or you as a person don't exist. No-self says, you as a person exist, but nothing in the person is constant or is the central pillar, or soul. A person is a process, a stream of sorts. But this process has a certain orderly connection in it (I don't know how else to put it now), it is not totally random or unconnected. So what 'you' do now is connected with the future. Not through a soul or self, but through cause and effect.
A seed in the ground can grow into a flower. The flower and the seed have no central 'being' but still they are connected by the same process.
There are a million other ways to explain no-self is not non-existence but in the end the only way you will get an understanding is by meditation and following the path. An intellectual approach will not do it; there are enough examples on this forum alone. By your very questioning it seems to me you are right now also trying to get things by the intellect, by thinking. My advise is: don't.
:-/
Try keeping them faithlessly as I do.
Before entering the spiritual path, we dwell in the supposedly impure state of samsara, which is governed, in relative terms, by ignorance. When we are engaged on the path, we pass through a state where ignorance and knowledge are mixed, and at the end of the path, at the moment of awakening, nothing remains but pure awareness. But throughout the entire course, though it appears that a transformation has taken place, the nature of the mind itself has never changed; not corrupted at the beginning of the path, it is not improved at the end.
http://www.thebuddhadharma.com/web-archive/2003/6/1/never-born-never-ceasing.html
I swear by Allmighty Buddha to be the Truth, the Whole Truth and Nothing
but the Truth. So help me Buddha.
(vow of Lobster)
I broke that as soon as I wrote it . . . and that's the truth . . . :dunce:
Living by Vow: A Practical Introduction to Eight Essential Zen Chants and Texts
by Shohaku Okumura
He writes with a great deal of clarity. I recommend it.
If you are no longer the same person, then who are you? A better person?
In the same way vows can be made and broken. Actions still have consequences. Unskillful choices still cause painful results. http://www.palikanon.com/english/wtb/a/anatta.htm