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Moving from acknowledgment of impermanence to acceptance of it

I've done just enough meditation to understand in a direct and immediate way--as opposed to understanding abstractly, which is easy--that nothing lasts.

I have no idea how to go from having this understanding to accepting it, let alone being happy about it. And frankly, it's difficult for me to see how anyone can do those things. I can't help but entertain a suspicion that many of those who claim to be at peace with impermanence are deluding themselves, just as those who believe in an afterlife are almost certainly deluding themselves. But it's possible (and when I try to be objective, I think it's more likely) that I'm projecting my own inability onto others.

I feel stranded. What do I do? Just keep meditating and hope that my perspective changes?

SkyDakini2

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  • JeffreyJeffrey Veteran
    edited December 2019

    Is the voice that tells you that your perspective must be missing something a reliable voice? The here and now is impermanent so you don't have to find something outside of the here and now to be at peace with I suppose? So just be at peace here and now and that takes care of being at peace with impermanence? Why do you say the afterlife is certainly a delusion and how did you arrive to that? Can we know for sure? Maybe just sit with that stranded feeling? Do you need to get unstranded or can you sit with being stranded? Any local sangha to get ideas from face to face mores than on computer?

    BunksDhammika
  • BunksBunks Australia Veteran

    @WorstBodhisattvaEver said:

    I can't help but entertain a suspicion that many of those who claim to be at peace with impermanence are deluding themselves, just as those who believe in an afterlife are almost certainly deluding themselves.

    Sounds like they're not the only ones deluding themselves.......

  • federicafederica Seeker of the clear blue sky... Its better to remain silent and be thought a fool, than to speak out and remove all doubt Moderator
    edited December 2019

    @WorstBodhisattvaEver said:
    I've done just enough meditation to understand in a direct and immediate way--as opposed to understanding abstractly, which is easy--that nothing lasts.

    Just enough - but maybe not quite enough...

    I have no idea how to go from having this understanding to accepting it, let alone being happy about it.

    Why are you blocking yourself from that step? If you can't accept it, it seems to me that you haven't fully understood it.

    And frankly, it's difficult for me to see how anyone can do those things.

    It's actually very simple. (Which doesn't mean 'easy'.)

    I can't help but entertain a suspicion that many of those who claim to be at peace with impermanence are deluding themselves, just as those who believe in an afterlife are almost certainly deluding themselves.

    That's not suspicion. That's cynicism.

    But it's possible (and when I try to be objective, I think it's more likely) that I'm projecting my own inability onto others.

    Now you're on to something... ;)

    I feel stranded. What do I do? Just keep meditating and hope that my perspective changes?

    "Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result."

    If you're starting out from a position of suspicion, cynicism and projection, meditating without further input, will merely send you round on the same circular track.

    Stop Meditating.
    Start practising.

    Why not begin at the most basic level by realising that every single breath you are taking - is one less?

    BunkslobsterDavid
  • BunksBunks Australia Veteran

    Welcome @WorstBodhisattvaEver , by the way :)

  • "Now is what is impermanent pleasant or painful?" — "Painful, venerable sir." — "Now is what is impermanent, what is painful since subject to change, fit to be regarded thus: 'This is mine, this is I, this is my self'"? — "No, venerable sir."

    I feel stranded. What do I do?

    Having admirable friends
    has been praised by the Sage
    with reference to the world.
    Associating with an admirable friend
    even a fool
    becomes wise.
    People of integrity
    should be associated with.
    In that way discernment grows.
    Associating with people of integrity
    one would be released from all suffering & stress,
    would know stress,
    the origination of stress,
    cessation & the eightfold path:
    the four noble truths.

    https://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/kn/thig/thig.10.01.than.html

    lobsterDavid
  • JeroenJeroen Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter Netherlands Veteran

    I found that contemplating impermanence is enough. If you spend time considering impermanence, reading about it, letting it sink in, then you will eventually come to terms with it as a reality of our world.

    Contemplating though does not mean struggling with it. If you’re not convinced of the truth of it, such contemplation wil lead to turmoil, whereas if you are, it will lead to a working-out of the detail.

  • GuiGui Veteran
    edited December 2019

    What do I do? Just keep meditating and hope that my perspective changes?

    Perspective is of the mind. Let go of mind and just sit.

    Shoshin
  • JeffreyJeffrey Veteran
    edited December 2019

    Here is something to consider from some bullet points on meditation I have notes on that I read to get inspiration:

    • Meditation is about what thoughts and awareness are in themselves. The content of thought does not matter.

    • Treat thoughts as guests. Welcome and appreciate them briefly, but don’t linger too long.

    • Turn towards difficult experiences with interest. Don’t try to shrink, hide or push them away.

    • Don’t let judgemental and ‘should’ thoughts drive you. Label them as thoughts and treat them like any other thought.

    • Awareness naturally moves in and out of focus. Appreciate the movement as you learn to wake up in the midst of it.

    • When thoughts, feelings or emotions absorb your attention, as you wake out of that state, reinforce you intention.
    • Letting go of what arises happens naturally as you wake up and return to your practice. Appreciate this movement as stepping out of attachment.
    • Appreciate the sense of ease that starts to develop that is undisturbed by passing thoughts.
    • Appreciate how there is a fundamental quality of stability about your experience. Your experience is not just passing thoughts, feelings and sensations.
    lobsterDhammikaSkyDakini2
  • lobsterlobster Crusty Veteran

    @WorstBodhisattvaEver said:
    What do I do? Just keep meditating and hope that my perspective changes?

    Some great advice from everyone, <3 some of which might change our respective perspectives. B) And change it does. The nature/taste of meditation deepens. Otherwise it would be permanently the same ...
    Meditation enables, empowers or reveals more calm. Who guessed? ;)

    Calm/stillness/emptiness is at the heart/ease of our permanent/real being. It exists as many can attest, through experienced effort.

    Carry on. o:)

    BunkspersonDhammika
  • DavidDavid A human residing in Hamilton, Ontario, Canada. Ancestral territory of the Erie, Haudenosaunee, Huron-Wendat, Mississauga and Neutral First Nations Veteran
    edited December 2019

    @WorstBodhisattvaEver said:
    I've done just enough meditation to understand in a direct and immediate way--as opposed to understanding abstractly, which is easy--that nothing lasts.

    I have no idea how to go from having this understanding to accepting it, let alone being happy about it. And frankly, it's difficult for me to see how anyone can do those things.

    Having had many close ones pass on, I can understand why you could feel this way.

    I can't help but entertain a suspicion that many of those who claim to be at peace with impermanence are deluding themselves

    Forgive my assumption but you may only be seeing half the truth. Emptiness and impermanence really get a bad rap sometimes. Sure, nothing "gold" stays but without emptiness and impermanence, there would be no life. No sunsets to behold, no beauty to be etched out by anyone, no growth, no struggle, no joy, no mud and no lotus.

    just as those who believe in an afterlife are almost certainly deluding themselves. But it's possible (and when I try to be objective, I think it's more likely) that I'm projecting my own inability onto others.

    Well, others have seen it differently for sure but that's how it goes. I try not to have beliefs, just competing theories.

    As for the afterlife, I find it best to take care of right now as if it's all we have. The rest will work itself out or it won't. All the anxiety in the world won't change that.

    I feel stranded. What do I do? Just keep meditating and hope that my perspective changes?

    You're questioning all this stuff so I'm guessing you're perspective will change on it's own merit.

    Until then, if you can't find anything good, be good.

    It's hard to pass on warm feelings without getting some on you.

    There is no solid ground - stand regardless.

    lobsterBunksSkyDakini2
  • lobsterlobster Crusty Veteran

    One of your best posts/advisements @David ...

    oh we iz all so wize ... 🥳💗🙏🏽🦞

    Bunks
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