
lobster
I do consider myself a Buddhist
I started my Buddhism with a heavy dose of Gelug Tibetan Buddhism for many years, then drifted away and when I came back to it I had changed enough that many things about it no longer appealed to me. I then spent a couple years with a western Theravada group but also was allergic to certain aspects. So now I practice a mishmash of mainly western Theravada with a healthy mix of modern positive psychology/spirituality. I'm on my own path now, away from any group, I listen to a few hours of Buddhist and psychology podcasts while working to keep connected.
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I still find the getting away from the reading / intellectual investigation a challenge. The answer to this overload -or frying our neocortex too much (using Ajahn Sona's words) is practice.
You / we / all are on the right track!
Kotishka
Thats true @how, coping with the three poisons is an enduring topic which carries on for a long time.
Jeroen
I don't trust. Expanding beyond the core of 4NT and 8FP feels like softer sand as a foundation for now. I feel stable on this footing and trust in it based on my experience so far. I can use it to find more truth for now.
Hi Bunks,
Both schools I see as complementary. While the Thai Forest is very direct with "simple, crispy clear instructions", the Zen school does give me a few insights which, while challenging and mind boogling, have aided the first ones practice, and viceversa. The discipline stressed by the Thai Forest Tradition has been essential to even be able to practice shikantaza. What I miss sometimes is maybe a sangha that shares the same time-zone and geography to discuss and talk.
Lanzarote has two Buddhist centres, both Gelug. Don't know if it is better to frequent them to have some contact or if it is better not to keep mixing the ingredients in the mind's pot and also, potentially, disturb others practice as I have no intention to practice Vajrayana. They say Buddhism without a teacher can become like a messy garden. You attend the front display and let certain weeds proliferate and then adjust them to your needs, which at the end can hinder the path.
Kotishka
Has everyone switched to energy-efficient LED lightbulbs? That can make a significant difference. Also, unplug appliances you only use once or twice/day. Even when not in use, they're drawing power. The microwave, the TV...
Anyone who thinks they are no longer a beginner might do well to study this until they know otherwise.
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