I have noticed a pattern where I will go back into no zazen at all periods and then return. They are now shorter gaps in between these shikantaza cycles. However, the beginning is always so demanding. It seems I have been going way too fast. It is like I'm slowing down and leaving traffic through a specific path designed for this case scenario. All thought about. No worries, just sit down!
The beginning: the back ache, noticing the left shoulder rising -as if contracted, with a muscleknot or something- and a sensation of inner heat. Quensland, harsh summer heat sweat...

Hope you are all having a great practice and life. It is incredible how much tension we can build up sometimes... and how much is avoidable. Some not so much.
Kotishka
You can derail it as you wish, it was more of a rant, really. I often hear that pornography is harmful or can be potentially harmful because it can shape the way you see healthy sexual relations in your own life. I think the algorythm does something similar to how we perceive healthy political relations and discussions. We see a lot of bad faith stuff, how people try to win debates instead of learning to find common ground, how the opponents are characterized as evil or inhuman even and that must be contributing a lot to why a lot of people feel like things are inevitably shifting towards a civil war in the US for example. It's not the ability to debate with each other that we've lost, it's just that a good will approach to people with different political beliefs now takes more effort.
RobinH
The question, "Should Buddhists own Guns?"
The question should rather be,"What attitude or mind set should Buddhists who own weapons have regarding their ownership and use of said weapons?"
Thus have I heard:
Ram Dass once gave Neem Karoli Baba AKA Maharaj-ji,a handful of LSD tablets, about 300 to 900 micrograms in total, a very strong dose. According to Ram Dass, Maharaj-ji swallowed them without hesitation, showed no sign of being affected, and simply carried on as usual, smiling and teaching.
That story became famous in counterculture circles because it seemed to suggest that someone deeply established in meditation and inner discipline could remain unaffected by a substance that profoundly alters most people’s consciousness.
For some lay people, a single psychedelic experience is so powerful and transformative that it shakes their entire worldview. For others, the urge arises to take more and more in an attempt to prolong the experience, while some find the intensity overwhelming and end up in psychiatric care.
Shoshin1
On Social media and the cyberverse in general, you may hear of short cuts using psychedilics or other drugs.
They will not compare to real time and pratice
Came across this on social media from an experienced practitioner:
A very close friend of ours is going through an incredibly harrowing experience after some specific types of spiritual dabbling and attempting to shortcut discipline and effort with drugs to find some of the answers she was looking for. Yesterday she was admitted to a psych hospital, and we're coming to terms with the fact that while we hope she comes back to us, and we are remaining optimistic, she may not. She's experienced, essentially, a psychotic break, being tormented by voices constantly, for the last few months. No one knew - it took a huge and unfortunately timed breakdown for her to come out to anyone with what she's been going through.
Whether the voices are the result of purely biological, neurological changes due to excessive psychedlic use, or they're (as she believes) entities that have become attached to her, materially it doesn't matter. This is ultimately why I vehemently argue for discipline and thoughtfulness -and caution- in spiritual practice. This includes the use of psychoactive substances - particularly psychedelics. Regardless, it sounds like she was experiencing some severe mental health effects from the way she was conducting spiritual practice before she began effectively self-medicating and looking for spiritual guidance in drugs, which is one reason why we're concerned this may go deeper than temporary drug-induced psychosis.
JUST SO YOU KNOW
lobster
Playing with psychedelic drugs can be like a game of Russian roulette ...
Thus have I heard and experienced ...on more than one occasion ...
Be mindful of drugs... not (a) mind full of drugs...
Shoshin1
Even if guns are unlikely to disappear, that does not make their presence harmless. Guns in homes make people far more likely to be killed or to die by suicide, and the “good guy with a gun” rarely stops mass shootings, often making situations worse.
The Second Amendment was written for a very different time, today, citizens cannot realistically defend against modern police or the military, but real people are being killed daily in preventable ways. Stronger licensing, background checks, safe storage, and limits on high-capacity weapons would save lives. Treating guns as inevitable ignores the human suffering they cause.
Again we need to agree to disagree.
Shoshin1
I own 3 guns, passively acquired by gift or inheritance. Wouldn't care to generalize about whether I, or anyone else, should have them or not.
Fosdick
@Shoshin1 said:
I also don't feel comfortable with the notion of "should". People, and Buddhists, can do what they want with their lives.
Yes, a Buddhist can technically do whatever they want (and I know I often do), but the real question is whether those choices move us toward liberation and compassion, or deeper into suffering and entanglement.
Bearing in mind that guns were developed for the purpose of killing or maiming, their very existence sits uneasily alongside the Buddhist precept of avoiding harm.
I think its similar to the question of political involvement. Does it move us toward liberation and compassion, or deeper into suffering and entanglement?
person
@RobinH said:
I mean that if violence has a culture I'd rather be known as non-violent. Which, in that way would seem like the radical alternative.
Non-violence has a long tradition in India and Tibet, for instance. I recall a story about how Tibetans would sweep the ground with soft brushes in front of a gate, in order to not harm ants and small beetles who may be walking there when the wooden gates were opened. The Jains of India have a strict tradition of not eating after dark, because one may not see insects who land on the food and harm them by eating them. This kind of level of respect for ahimsa, non-violence, is rare in the world.
In the Western world we have largely outsourced violence. The butcher slaughters animals for the meat on your dinner table, the police tackle thieves and robbers, the prison service detains jailed criminals, the army defends the country. Violent action is taken on your behalf, and sometimes without your consent.
Jeroen